Sounds like you're ready for Southnarc's TNMPSR* class.
*Ten Naked Man Prison Shower Rape
I used to do a CCW shoot that we have weekly, it looks like competition but its set up more to be training. Two different scenarios each week with shoot/no-shoots, use of cover mandatory, tactical reloads, and other "real world" complications (like have to drag a dummy through the course to simulate a wounded bystander).
I haven't been in a while, I've had another commitment on that night. Don't do any other competition.
I live in NY state.
As for the Ten Naked Man Prison Shower Rape class, here we just call that "being a gun owner in NY state".