The revolver comment was merely a sliver of the conversation, but the fact that the conversations have taken place more than a couple times as our social circle has gathered is a serious shift in the norm. 15 years ago, I doubt I would have had such a talk more than once. I explained criminal investigation/forensic evidence procedures as well as what happens when a case is brought before a deputy prosecutor for review (why things take so long). Conversations went in circles around clearances and being in other parts of the world doing the Lords Work.
For a guy who is making 250+ a year doing something, somewhere, I can understand not wanting to be benched over some BS deal, waiting for someone to say its a clean shoot. Plus the uncertainty if he is going to lose his livelihood/clearance, if he gets criminally charged and has to defend himself. Even if he beats the charges, he is likely to be out of a job. So I while I do not publicly condone where some of the conversations went, I certainly understand for the guys who are still working on the dark side, their train of thought.