yup.. Couldn't like this post enough. I have four kids in my house (two from my first marriage and two step) and their hobbies/sports have became where my time goes. I recently made the decision to cut down on needless stuff in the safe that I thought was cool and keep essentials. Pistol I can carry everyday, in any clothes I may want to wear, and dedicate any time or energy into that one thing. I shot a new pistol to me, after not shooting for the past 6 months, and cleaned 4 tests in a row from low ready (all black, one was a 98 with 5x's) and each was under 9 seconds, the best one being my first under 8 seconds. I then shot a bill drill from concealment and shot it under 3 seconds.. Fundamentals are there, reloads came natural, draws felt good, and I realized that I just don't have the time or energy for this shit anymore. I have a carbine that is set up, a shotgun that will handle my bumps in the night quite well, and a pistol that I can shoot well. I'll train when I have time with live and dry fire but I am done being over board with this shit. I have gotten more out of my new workout regimen (5/3/1) in seeable gains in the past two months than I did in the last 3 years of shooting, including classes with really good instructors. I just am never gonna be Gabe White or Kyle Defoor good, and thats fine.