Originally Posted by
JRB
I've been there. I don't have kids, but on all the rest of it... boy howdy have I been there.
Start by building yourself up emotionally by doing what you enjoy and doing all you can to enrich your life and enjoy your life as a single Dad for the time being. Hobbies are good, exercise is good, setting goals and meeting them, starting projects and finishing them, etc all good too. This doesn't just help you but it helps you build a happy life with and without your kids that the future mrs breakingtime would want to be a part of.
With 'plenty of fun' out of the way, as the others have said it's time to be exactly honest about what you want. Don't hold yourself to some societal standard arbitrarily, if you don't want to get married again that's perfectly OK. If you want to focus more on yourself and your kids that's also perfectly OK. But don't let that social 'keeping up with the Jones's' mental game take root - be honest about what *YOU* want in your life and your future.
I personally found a lot of solace and clarity in avoiding things like calling your divorce or previous relationships as 'failed' - it was much healthier and honest for me to say those relationships ended, or didn't pan out, or that we grew apart and it was time to go our separate ways.
That let me take pride in the effort I'd put into those relationships, and let me be 'OK' with the lessons learned both good and bad, and especially the lessons learned about myself.
Once that settled in, it felt like I got rid of a really negative emotional anchor and that helped me be 'open' in all the right ways emotionally and socially without bringing awkward baggage into it.
Having seen a lot of failed relationships with young kids in your age group (it is the Army) a few other thoughts:
-Never speak poorly of their mother to your kids or in front of your kids. I've watched divorced parents talk insane amounts of crap about the other parent to their kids and it does very real and very lasting damage to how kids view dating/courting/dealing with breakups/etc once they get older. Speaking ill of the other parent is to speak ill of half of the kid, and kids absolutely take it that way whether they pretend to understand or not.
So when they're young, back up their mother as best you can abide, and put the effort into co-parenting as friends even if her decisions aggravate the hell out of you sometimes. So long as the kids are taken care of and safe, suck it up until those kids are old enough to think about dating, then have those hard conversations with your kids.
-Dating from this moment forward includes your kids. The last thing you want is to get serious with a woman that has little or no interest in being an effective stepparent. This is why some of the better options dating-wise will be with single Moms, as they will be already engaged in parenting. On the off chance you meet a woman that can't have kids but deeply wants them - be sure that you build a real relationship between the two of you, too.
-Dating sites; if it takes you less than an hour to properly set up a profile (like Match.com for example) then don't bother looking for wife/LTR material there. Tinder is a dumpster fire, "Plenty Of Fish" may as well be "Plenty of STD's", you get the idea.
Trying to force serendipity's hand is wasted effort - if you're destined to bump into 'the one' randomly, it'll happen randomly.
Last but not least:
-Don't continue a dating relationship that you're kinda 'meh' about just because it's working OK at a 'meh' level. There's always going to be small or big stuff to fix. But if those big things to fix are a tapdance around landmines trying to avoid them or pretend those problems don't exist, instead of conversations and working through it, that's a big fat red flag. Fix those things and make it work early in the relationship before the kids are deeply involved too. If it's not getting fixed and stuff she does is still problematic, listen to your gut. When your gut has been consistently telling you for a few weeks that it's not working and it's time to break it off, *listen* to that.
Apologies if this is kind of erratic to read, I had to come back and forth to this all morning.