Hi All,
I was hoping to get some input and opinions on my plight to become a better shooter. I understand that everyone is different, and there are no easy answers, but I sure would appreciate any feedback.
History:
I now have maybe 4-5k rounds downrange in my lifetime, the majority coming in the last 6 months as I've really tried to practice more (more dry-fire too!). I know that I need a *lot* more practice and experience (adding 500-1k rounds per month this summer), but at the same time want to make sure I'm training the right way and maximizing the learning.
The results:
I'm going to leave out my sig, and my 1911 because I have minimal trigger time on them, and am frankly, awful.
The majority of my rounds are with my m&p full size with an apex sear, and recently 500 rounds with my new PPQ. When I'm shooting my very best, while being as deliberate as possible, I will put ~5-6 out of ten rounds on a 3x5 index card at 10 yards. At 25 yards, I'm lucky to hit a silhouette target with half of my shots.
My question:
This doesn't seem very good to me. Am I being too hard on myself or is this indeed, fairly poor, and I should be concerned about poor mechanics?
What I work on: (I feel like I do in golf, thinking about so many things that I can get overwhelmed)
-Not staging the trigger, focusing on a straight, even trigger pull
-Focusing on the front sight/good sight picture
-Grip: Watched a number of people, videos. I think it mimics the 'right way' for the most part.
-Grip pressure...50-50, 60-40 etc...and trying not to milk it while shooting by gripping firm. Too hard, and I lose dexterity in my trigger finger so I try for a happy medium. (I use thumbs forwards, try to grip as much of the pistol as possible, high on the 'beavertail,' canted left hand down a bit to get the heel of my hand high on the grip)
-Various DotW
-Stance...slightly bent knees, feet shoulder width apart, arms not quite locked, but straight...not creating too much tension
-Watch, observe, read as much as I can
Things I've noticed that might be bad:
-Every single dummy round I ever put in the mag, I jerk down on it. I've tried a number of things that I've read/seen to fix this, but I always seem to do it. I stop, do 10 dry fires. Or 'Dump' a mag quickly into the berm and try to keep eyes open while doing it. I've also read posts that lead me to believe some of this is natural, and OK if done after the round has left the barrel...not sure which I'm doing (before or after--I don't always miss low)...but I do know that it is always present. I like the dummy round idea for identifying...but I feel like I've ID'd it to death...none of the drills seem to fix it...if it needs fixed?
-My long, gangly fingers make trigger finger placement a constant mystery. I've read 'always pad' and also that the knuckle is OK. For comfort, I would place the trigger on the pad between my first and second knuckle...but I realize this is way too much...so I typically go with the 1st knuckle...the pad just feel like so much of my finger is away from the gun, and kinda like I'm pushing the gun maybe?
-Close my left eye, use right eye, right handed shooter...both eyes open I just don't seem to see the sight very well
Am I just in a position where I need to shoot, shoot, shoot to get better? Or am I doing a disservices by continually shooting without taking more lessons (I've taken two, 3 hour courses) or working on better mechanics first? I know I should really only compete/push myself...but I can't help but get a bit discouraged when I can finally drag a friend to the range that never wants to shoot, and they get bored after 50 rounds, yet seem at least as accurate, but with more speed, or flat out more accurate.
I'm not really discouraged by being a Novice IDPA shooter either as I don't expect to score well there, yet. But I'd hoped that I would have seen some improvement over the last couple thousand rounds when shooting by myself, no pressure, and while taking ample time. Instead, I seem to be really consistent with my 10 and 25 yard performance (or lack thereof).
Is it unrealistic at this point to expect to be able to hit all ten in the 3x5 card at ten yards with all the time in the world?
Sorry for the novel...