blues, most of the time, we read your posts and laugh. Every now and then, you get real - this ^^^^ is one of those times. Maybe it's because it began with stabbing (something I've always had BIG problems with) but I don't think so. No, this post has more of that special ingredient called reality that only someone who has been there/done that could provide. I honestly want to say thanks and click the "LIKE" button....but. Hope you can understand.