Not that I consider myself to be anyone of any great importance here, but I have made some friends and figured I at least owe an explanation to those who might care:
I’ve logged out of all gun forums, ig, etc. I realized that I was spending way too much time, money, and mental energy on something that isn’t really a part of my life beyond a self-fulfulling hobby. It was good times with friends, but it was also a lot of keeping up with the Jonses. I don’t get paid to shoot and it’s not a part of my job. At the risk of sounding arrogant, I’m probably good enough to defend myself and my family, shoot game, and do whatever else I need to do with a gun. I’m done chasing fake internet points, coins, pins, etc. I’m doubling down on my focus to be the best husband and father I can be. Those that know me personally, feel free to reach out if you need anything.
Best wishes to all,
-Josh