I get that objectively a poly 9mm makes more sense, especially for someone with a Law Enforcement background. The 1911 is just so damn fast inside 10 yards. It's essentially a point and shoot weapon to me. With only the roughest of sight pictures its easy to get hits within 1" of intended aimpoint at max speed. More drills with a timer are in order, but the 1911 is definitely not out of the running. I still feel more confident in hitting a target with it than the P30LS.
I'll be honest, I also have a hard time reconciling the fact that I'm somehow underarmed or making a poor choice with an 8+1 .45 ACP that I can confidently hit with out to 25 yards, yet all those people who carry an 8+1 9MM Shield are effectively assessing their threat environment. I'm not an LEO and I live in a low-crime safe suburb where realistically I am the only one with a pistol on their person at any given moment.
More drills with a timer are in order, but I'll admit I'm still seriously considering the 1911 and am getting more comfortable with the idea that a 1911 will work just fine for me as a primary CCW.
P.S. I also wanted to add that I am only considering hammer fired guns with manual safeties, so that limits what I am comparing the 1911 to for a carry weapon. Striker fired pistols without a manual safety are a no-go for me for AIWB carry. If HK ever releases the VP-9 with a manual safety, I'd probably be all over it.