BBI, the movie is called Color of Night, though it is heteroerotic rather than homoerotic. A character starts out the movie by fellating a revolver, which I find quite disturbing and off-putting by the way, then kills herself by jumping out of a high-rise window instead of with the gun, which kind of makes me feel like her fellating the gun is at least somewhat gratuitous. Anyway, her psychiatrist, portrayed by Bruce Willis, then loses his ability to see the color red, due to oh the horror of the sight of his patient's blood. Then blah blah blah there is various sex, murder, and a lot of unintentional hilarity. It has a truly all-star cast, with some of my most favorite actors: Bruce Willis, Jane March, Scott Bakula, Lance Henricksen, Kevin J. O'Connor, Reuben Blades, AND Brad Dourif. I probably forgot someone but you get the idea. It is a very amusing 2am-on-Cinemax flick from the mid-nineties. Go to the video store and rent it today. I guess if worst comes to worst I can mail you my DVD of it but it is probably available to you locally and that would be faster.