Not weird. I’m the same way. 90% of the time I use the light is for mundane purposes -i.e. taking the dogs out at night, but every now and then I want it to go to 11.
Check out the Streamlight Wedge. It has a little switch that you rock forward into ON and is in low output mode (300 lumens). Rock it forward and it goes to high mode (1,000 lumens). You have to keep pressure on the rocker switch for it to be on high, otherwise it is spring loaded to go back to low mode.
It’s not your traditional tactical light with the tail-cap switch, nor does is look like one. Which in of itself can be handy.
https://www.streamlight.com/products/detail/wedge